homesick, worried about money (not to pay for school, I already have loans for that--talking about FOOD), etc. feel very lonely even though I've made friends with everyone I live with and the people in my MA program. maybe it's because I'm sick? so I don't feel like going out and doing stuff with people and end up staying in my room after class, surfing the internet by myself because no one's online during the day because of the fucking six (five, for Liz) hour time difference. need to get a job somewhere because what's in savings won't float me for the whole year and fuck relying on my mom. need to go into town and open up a UK bank account